Trying to look on the brightside?

yes you are being selfish. Very self centered. I have a whole pel of kids and you better beleive I begged for pain killers. Are you going to be angry at me now too? And there is nothing wrong with drinking fizzy drinks, who told you that? And I smoke cigs, ohhh and god in heaven forgive me but I even have a gl of wine every once in a while. I must be a horrible person. How dare i. Please tell your friend that you are jealous of her and don't think you are able to continue being in her life anymore because it is bring a very ugly side of you out. I have three living children and three miscarriages. It happens. Life goes on. You can not tell me you never had untill you met the guy you are with and decided that you wanted to have a baby with him. You are judging you friend very harshly. And the fact that you call her a friend while thinking such spitefull things about her is unsetteling at best. Are you sure you don't just have a really bad case of baby blues? I know this was a mean coment and typically I would not leave something unless it was nice, but sweety you need a wake up call. The world does not have to go by your terms and nor do the people in it.